Tabula Rasa

My small garden is mostly made of rock and dirt.

josh
Gazing through the grubby kitchen window, I am filled with daily regret. It was, once, a beautiful place of evergreen delights and seasonal bursts of romantic colour. Now it is a domain that is sadly lacking. It is untended, unkempt. A loving hand hasn’t graced its earth for a long time. “Soon,” I whisper to its perimeters, “soon you will be tended to again. You will be restored.” I felt the weight of my own lies. A knock at the door pulled me from my melancholia. Unexpected, not necessarily unwanted. “Hello?” A tentative, but courageous, voice crept its way through the house. “Is anyone home? I just moved in a couple of doors down, and I’m doing the rounds!” I cautiously made my way towards the front of the house and slid the peephole cover round in a circular motion. The action had a way of increasing my tensions, like a dial of anxiety I was unwittingly turning all the way up. As I pressed my eye to the looking glass, I sensed a shift in the size of my pupils. “Yes, yes, someone’s home.” As I spoke, something was blooming. Through the grubby window, the first signs of spring.